DIANA

sixth!

2011-10-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

its like, in the midst of O's now! crap to all those people who keep checking their answers and go screaming when they get a question wrong! like comeon! you aren't gonna get that paper back! move on!!! :D

moving on...its sixth! :D idk who's gonna read this apart from you, so yeah! :D

these two pictures are cute max okay! so..no laughing! :D

guitar over webcam <3

fourrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

2011-08-28T02:12:00.003+08:00

SWEET ENCHANTED!!
mygosh, its soooo good! emphasize on the soooo good! it taste so real!!!
byebye sticky! :D
hellooooooooooooooooooo sweet enchanted! :D

for you to lust over till it reaches you!! :D

i love this shirt!! i need more threadless sales! :D

fourrrrrrrrrr!!! <3

just for today

2011-08-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

because tomorrow,

this flower may be gone.

what's here today, may not be here tomorrow.

why live for the future, when you can live for the present

why worry about tomorrow, today has enough problems of its own

treasure today, for today is a gift

fret not about the future, it'll reveal itself, in its own time

so what if what one dreams now may not come true in the future,

i choose to live in this moment,

to soak up everything that i can

for what's here today,

may not be here tomorrow.

this is my choice.

i don't think i'm a disappointment,

but rather,

exercising what God has given me-

free will.

black cardigen

2011-08-04T00:40:00.001+08:00

i've got a fetish for black specs and high-er pitched singing! <3

the thought

2011-07-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

the sheer thought of you leaving makes me cry

forward to december~

2011-06-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
its like uber fast, and holidays are ending! not fair! i still wanna sleep in and not have prelim! ohwell, on the bright side, once this is over i'll be free! :D
shopping sprees, beach, wildwildwet, random days out!! AHHH!! can't wait till december comes! :D kaki will be back :D I WANNA GO IKEA! okay?
jr.caths camp should be in december too!! *screams* i miss going for camps! new kiddies are coming in for MIP and boy do i miss MIP! its alot less logistics to handle, and muhaha, those new kiddies will understand the stuff we do!! I MISS BEING L9!!!
honestly, i miss alot of things, and people too~! esp <3! see you in sooonnnnn!!!

chee-nah overload!!

2011-05-20T22:05:00.004+08:00

wow! too long since i've last blogged!!! mygosh!!

school's tough, and intensive chinese have started. how i wish i don't need to learn chinese!!!

PHOTOS: SPORTS DAY & when nic came back!! :D

HIGHLIGHTS!!!

MOS ON THE GO!

SPORTS DAY!

E4!

and yes, not everyone can make a kite,

but i can!

& i, had the time of my life,

2011-03-13T18:30:00.003+08:00

JR.CATHS CAMP WAS A BLAST!
like seriously, even though its like 36odd hours only, we had fun!
morning was okay, very few of us! LUNCH WAS PIZZA! be jealous, we rock! :D
& i realized that its so super easy to shoot shuan back with his words! :D
in the evening, it was p&w and session then PRATA!
THEN, came the night faith walk. before that, dk what sparked a frenzy ghost story story-telling session. first came the army thursday night, then valentine's day, then the changi crap. it was plain sick! okay, now i sound so bimbotic!
then we walked, trailing the 3temptations of Jesus in the desert, and of course, all of us were scared! so we started to name elements! it was cool! but then again, in the desert, there ain't no periodic table of elements to save you.
temptation 1: walking through the RCIY room, with blindfolds on, its not that fun. plus, the chairs are all over the place, and its dark, and chadwyn/damien/shaun are tempting you with potato chips (?), at least i didn't receive that, but someone cooked POP MEE!
temptation 2: we had to walk on a table, and lean off the table. of course, i was scared. & shaun's hand & tee was the one to suffer the most. & thank goodness, they caught me! really, i salute their mega ability to stand our weight and fear!
temptation3: AIR-CON ROOM WITH FOOD! what more can you ask for huh? but then again, cannot give in to temptation right?

overall, it was just plain cool although we were freaked out & sweaty!
I SHOWERED IN THE GUY'S TOILET, AND SO DID KING! muhaha, it was so cool, and were were singing!!! :D

don't we just love the boys toilet ♥ :):) Diana Maria Ong
lucky i'm bathing in the boys toilet
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be bathing here with you!! yay. then got s'more hehe ♥

what kingsly posted! awesome or what?
then we went back for session, and we played games!
we slept in a circle, which was awfully cool 'cos before that we were talking/playing truth-or-dare in a circle! & chadwyn sleeps like a cocoon! :D

woke up late, about 8plus, then 9plus.
I WANNA HAVE JR.CATHS CAMP AGAIN!!! :D

okay, idk who's gonna read this, but yeah! :D

CRAVINGS!

2011-02-27T01:39:00.003+08:00

had jr.caths meeting + session today.

duty wasn't that fantastic, there was this really cranky old ang mo man! but the kids really make me wanna keep going back, they're like small little things running around!!! :D

chadwyn, damien and beatrice decided that pranking us was mission of the day, and they unfortunatly succdeed and made us think the Holy Ghost appeared in the kindergarden!!!

i've got a ton of unclers, and idk why my bodys aching like mad!

you see there, DCMF! i've got a darn big craving for it!

so near, yet so far

2011-02-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

school's a legal murderer! common test are next week, and its ever-so-nicely clasped between the many choir sessions! D:

i miss you like mad,

yet there's nothing i can do to change it

its like when we're on the phone,

and it seems like you're just next to me,

but in actual fact, you're a plane away.

baby,

2011-01-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

i slept during bio! FIRST TIME! my goodness, i can't believe it!!

enjoy yourself there, i'll be missing you so much!

i'm greedy, remember?

more than i want to be a princess, i want

2011-01-14T23:47:00.004+08:00

when i grow up, i wanna be a princess!! :D so many dreams to fulfil!! it feels good blogging after so long of not blogging, and i'm miss café world so much!!!

see the tallest tower there, i wanna stay there! gosh, i think i should start growing up!! but oh well, every girl dreams of becoming a princess right?? 'oh, how strange a place to be, till my prince comes for me.' there's like parents forum tomorrow, hai, perfect waste of time!!

oh dear,

2011-01-05T00:16:00.003+08:00

school has started, and it isn't the least fun at all! someone save me!!!
choir was bad, totally pekcek! but ohwell, look on the bright side, after SYF it'ld be up to the sec threes! :D

searching a million and one years for something,

i guess i found,

i'm not letting go,

muhahaha! :D

twenty eleven!

2011-01-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

2011, how can time pass so quickly?!? i don't even know!

hahas, haven't been blogging in the longest time. i need to upload manymany photos from my camera, haven't done it since like...confirmation??

sigh, school's starting soon, and i wanna do is to play Kinect!!

MUHAHAHA!

home sweet home

2010-12-25T02:33:00.001+08:00

boy am i glad to be home!
bali needs to stop raining, and allow me to soak in some sunshine! but its okay, i'm HOME! :D

boxing!

2010-12-17T21:14:00.003+08:00

went to nic's place to play with his new Kinect (correct name?), omgness it was so fun!! seriously! i can't dance for nuts, but i can win both nic & ernest at boxing!! HAHAS!! :D

the familiar unfamiliarity.

2010-12-14T02:20:00.003+08:00

what can be so certain, that you'll put all you have inside it? what could be so right, that there won't be any wrong?
maybe its not a matter of the distance, but fears from the heart.
because when you're once bitten, you'ld be twice shy.
trice bitten, its time to die.

remember me, when i am gone away
gone far away.
when you can no more hold me,
hold me by the hand,
nor i half-turn to go,
yet turning stay.
if you should forget me for awhile,
just say the words remember,
do not grieve.
better by far to smile,
then to remember,
and be sad.

this christmas don't be late.

2010-12-13T20:06:00.001+08:00

its twelve days to christmas.

one too many, gone.

2010-12-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

just keep on walking, it doesn't matter if the streets are lighted or not.

trees will keep shedding, nothing's gonna wait for you.

make yourself vulnerable, and you're dead.

i feel damn screwed up now. 'cos an apology won't work.

baby i like it.

2010-12-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

ernest was singing this in the tauhuay shop just now, super funny!
& i got to dust my own XXL chicken there!! i so totally bet that i'm the first person who did it! :D tons of pepper & salt, and a dash of chili! omgness, it was so good! they should so totally hire me!! :DDDD anyways, it was the best i tasted!
i've got a mad craving for starbucks's christmas drink-dark cherry mocca, love the ton of chocolate they have inside!!! they should really have a picture for me to post! but too bad for them!

Apple Pie Banana Cheesecake.

2010-12-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

a sudden urge to go cliff-diving.
seems so cool! :D

apples, 雪糕和牛奶, black pepper.

to spread & defend out faith.

2010-12-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

means that I AM CONFIRMED!! i'm gonna be a soldier for Christ, though battles are ugly affairs!! hahas! :D
gosh, so exciting!! :DD neeed to find the photos that manymany people took!

for the first time. twice.

2010-12-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

went to resort world with nic & his aunt for some microsoft event, then went to watch Voyage de La Vie, its SO GOOD!! *jaw drops & stares in awe!*
i wanna go watch again!

how did it get late so soon?

OVERSHOT!

2010-12-02T23:12:00.015+08:00

so here goes, these photos are SO TOTALLY SO LONG OVERDUE!!
but nevermind, better late than never right? hahas, so its choir's outing, hanging out at chadwyn's place & AYD 2010! i'm so nice, and didn't upload all the unglam photos! hahas, actually i'm just lazy, but nevermind!! :D
gosh, someone gonna see all the photos of cait & i and go ''waliao, so bimbo'' but whatever, i LOVE taking photos with her!! muhahaha!

GAB in his act!!

me & cait & her protector!

AHHH!! LOVES!

oh look at the green & brown people below!!

PURITY IN THE HOLY SPIRIT!

we shall we silent, and not go gabbering!

*shocked*

we saw a pervy!

KISSY KING!

THIS IS HOW BIG THE SHIRT IS ON BENEDICT!

I BET DOM & GABRIEL CAN GET IN!!

& still have space! :D

KINGGG!

*PISH!*

into the water you go!

one, two, three...

five hundred, five-hundred and one...

HAHAS!

HAHAS!!

epic!

pro!

CHADWYN!

OUR PIZZA TREAT!

MY BROLLY!

don't you simply love the background

of cyclist?

pickup or bicycle - PICKUP!

THE FOOD!!

lovethesky!

and more sky!

now what did we see?

MUHAHAHA!

poor things!

HAHAS!!

we smile for the camera,

while the rest cycle to reach their destination!

OOHHH!!

HAHAS!!

and this concludes it!

hahas, there're still manymany photos, pity that i'm lazy! :D

verge.

2010-12-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

suddenly it seems that trekking through these mountainous terrains

is much easier than going through this.

but then again, you won't understand.

upside down.

2010-11-30T00:43:00.003+08:00

this seems so ironic right now.

in 51 days, you'll be at the airport, ready to board the plane,

while i'll be at home, praying that everything goes well.

EMPOWERED!

2010-11-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

empowered by the purity in the holy spirit! &boy was AYD so good! the praise and worship, let's jut say that 75% of the songs were greek to me, and during Benediction, my insides clenched. hahas!
overall, it was cool. & had confi rehearsals today.
gosh, i'm getting confirmed in 6days!
&& during AYD, i saw caitlin and we camwhored like little bimbos!! soooo many pictures with her!! hahas, gosh, i need to upload the many pictures in my cam!!

even silence has a sound.

2010-11-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

ohmygosh. i need a candle to light up my way.
is it true to say that no one avoids emotions, and that they're just a void of emotions.
yeah, i guess i'm a void of emotions.

how right is wrong?

2010-11-19T22:59:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh, i don't know what to do. its wrong, but stopping now would simply mean that it would hurt more. forgive me.

went out with LYNDA & NAHNAH today! had so much fun!! ajisen & walkwalk & harrypotter!! had fuel & tauhuay with nic and chadwyn.
mygosh, i wanna sleep so badly!

forgive me,

but this will make it easier in the end.

nah said that the theme of this was mainly friendship. true, how many friends will stay during difficult time? i don't even know if i would stay for all of my friends. seeing how the horcrux warped ron's mind just makes me think of the many things that warp my impressions of people. gosh, why does this sound so reflection like? anyways, i screamed when Nargani (correct spelling right?) appeared and open its huge mouth, i screamed damn loud! embarrassing, but..well i'm a girl, i'm entitled to scream! :D

just saw this video, its cool! :D

never to grow up.

2010-11-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

when i look back and realize that i'm already 15, like one-quarter of my life is already gone, it really sends shivers down my spine. like, you're growing up faster than anyone else is, time is slipping out of your hands faster than sand can, you run-but never stop running, for what?
life is this mega race, where the starting line was the second of your birth, and there ain't no finishing line. this race doesn't and won't end today, or tomorrow, or anytime soon. you run so fast, but there's isn't an end to it. gosh.
i realized that it doesn't matter what people said that you can simply slow down, even when you're sleeping, time still runs. freaky much. gosh, i need time to stop.

anyways, had choir and learnt the set piece for SYF, its kinds cute (?) but yeah. went for uncle mark 's 10th wedding anniversary mass+dinner, it was good. i got a flower from uncle mark & dearest ethan upskirted me. like ohmygosh, i won't wear skirts around him anymore!!

the streets need to be a little brighter,

the moonlight a little more prevalent.

i'll bring the sun in a bottle, and water infront of it.

if only a rainbow would appear whenever i needed it.

somewhere, over the rainbow,

way up high.

there's a land that i dreamed of once in a lullaby.

its a pity that dreams don't come true.

and i slipped.

2010-11-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

OUCH! while pushing chadwyn into the pool, i slipped and rammed my butt on the floor! PAIN! but nevermind, it was fun pushing him into the pool. ben bryne, nic & i went to chadwyn house and I CAN PLAY TABLE TENNIS! muhahaha! don't underestimate me!
will post the photos soon, gosh, that's a lot of photos to post!

i wish i could stand up taller, be stronger, and not seem like a weak little girl.

i wish i didn't have to grow up, or things wouldn't have to change.

i wish i never had to decide, this way no one would get hurt.

i wish i wouldn't be stuck in this situation, but i am.

so us!

2010-11-17T01:17:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh, i love being the only girl when we go out. cold, chadwyn pass me jacket, and i'm the only one who didn't get wet while walking in the rain!
MUHAHA!

don't ask me what's up with the many crowns,

it just looked kinda funky just now. :D

i don't want you to go,
but nothing i do can change it.
i need the strength to accept the things i cannot change,
and the courage to change the things i can.
you don't know how this feels.

and we can't cycle for nuts!

2010-11-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

went with choir to jurong/kranji area. cait & i couldn't cycle for nuts, so we were in a pick-up truck! hahas, it was really cool 'cos we kepy taking pictures!!

will post the photos soon! :D

i love this picture so much!!

ohmygosh, the colour is damn bad!

Confirmation Retreat

2010-11-14T19:27:00.006+08:00

BACK! & i so wanna go back!
so its been 3 days of mostly fun & sessions! i'm gonna miss cath class & camp SO MUCH, like really! I LOVE PRAISE & WORSHIP!!

DAY ONE!
lets see, we were introduced to 'silent meals', which wasn't that bad, but wasn't that great too, 'cos it was SILENT! nevermind the silent meals. first activity was a blindfolded one, we were supposed to feel different emotions-fear, boredom, curiosity, anxiousness, anger etc. but i was just playing with my rubber band & shuan took me playing with it! gahh! anyways, while i was sitting there, i saw a pair of familiar feet, and on one of them had a friendship band. that person was wearing white berms and a green tee, and he didn't even know that i was behind. super funny, i really couldn't stop laghing!! & pamela wiped my face and hands & i totally started to squirm! hahas! then had session on bread & wine, the raisin bread was okay, and my bread became the model for shuan. we had praise and worship, wasn't that high, but high enough. i guessed that night was really hard to pass, 'cos floodgates of a couple of us started to open. gosh, about 1 hour or maybe less or more of crying was mad! king, maryanne, foo, vanessa and i were talking, hahas, actually its mostly king & i, but still. its nice talking to family, they understand! :D plus, angie's session was really cool, 'cos it showed little kids trying to resist marshmallow!!!! :DDDD & we celebrated cassandra, satia and another girl's birthday!!

SECOND DAY!
CANNOT WAKE UP! can die, really. who wakes up at 6.30am and goes to do PT at about 7plus? its mad, ran & did push-ups, sit-ups, jumping jacks! my whole tee was WETWETWET! then had a LONGLONG line of sessions. we had this uber boring session of watching a video for 1 hour, that one was the ultimate killer. then grace talked and we had guided meditation, AND I TOTALLY SAW GOD! we were suppose to see ourselves on a hill then walk down to find God 'cos some guy says that God is there. at first, the city was a new york looking one, mega buildings, bright lights 'cos its night, but when i ran down, it turned into a laid back victorian type of town. night became day! i found God standing outside a pointed roofed church. he was dressed in a white robe AND HE WAS GLOWING! :D he had brownish hair and a darn good build! didn't really see his face, but he waved goodbye as i left. it was funny, 'cos although we didn't talk much, i felt so safe there! &uncle al made me go up to talk about it. can't remember Had confession next, and i totally cried super bad. actually, i wasn't the only one. but praise and worship that night totally lifted up that sad spirit 'cos it was super fun. all of us got SO HIGH! we were jumping around to My Magnificat, Prince of Peace, and the many songs. totally love PAW 'cos really its when you see a side of people that you dont normally see'. we're all full of the Spirit and loving God tdm! lights out was at 1am, and i learnt how to play the guitar, although its only like 2 or 3 chords, its nevertheless something yeah! :D hahas, warm fuzzys were really nice, and i <3>

THIRD DAY
i.froze.at.night. it was so super cold! PT was replaced with action songs, and really had no mood to do it when its so early! we had session and needed to write letters to our parents, lets just say that it reduced even the strongest people to tears. :D had pizza for lunch, while nic had his big mac MEAL. & i took a super long time to finish 1 slice of pizza, i started earlier, but nic finished his ENTIRE big mac before i finished 1 slice of pizza. did area cleaning and packed and headed back to church. really, i was super tired and during the homily i fell asleep. hahas!

CAMP WAS SO AWESOME!! :DD I WANNA GO BACK!

i don't wanna ever let go of you,

i want to hug you so tight,

bury my face to your arm.

i don't want you to go.

a letter from God to me! :D

colour family tee!!

PROOF THAT WE DO PT WHEN ITS SO FREAKING HOT!

forgetting the fact that my shirt is up,
i love this picture! :D

LOVE CAMP!

FAMILY!

GOOD MORNING/AFTERNOON/EVENING JACOB SIR!

MY RUBBER BAND & I! :DDD

the blur person! hahas!

living torture.

2010-11-11T11:04:00.001+08:00

ulcers hurt tdm! i totally can't eat, at all.
who in the world takes 3hours to finish a muesli bar? gahh!
anyways, yesterday was the last day of the english exposition thing, finally!

the different similarity.

2010-11-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

lies are just sugar-coated truths.

i've got a girlfriend, its MANMAN!!
*wriggles fingers!*
i'm so proud of manman, he got into triple science!! MAKE ME PROUD MAN! :D

silence it.

2010-11-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

i wanna scream.
i wanna shout.
i can't, cause no sound comes out.
help me? forget it.

after nine years.

2010-11-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna miss cath class so much!! 9 years of going to church every saturday to hear the many teachers talk, and this year i talked, and now i totally don't want cath class to stop! I WANNA GO BACK FOR CATH CLASS STILL! not as a teacher, but as a student. its way easier to sit there & listen than to talk!
anyways, had fun yesterday debating whether we should stufff a stick of dynamite into a fat guy's ass and blow him up 'cos he's blocking the mouth of the cave & and the tide is rising. its was hilarious, ernest & i talked biologically, while nichloas said to blow up another hole. AND, aunty shirley complimented him today for being creative!!
after mass went to cath class for logistics, re-writing the confirmation cards & figuring out baptism dates! went back after that hoping to grab a picture of the 3.45 class, but i went up too late. nevermind, went back down to do logistics!
dearest daddy bought for me my kimchi noodles!! i'm a happy girl! :D

10 weeks, 70 days, 1680 hours, 100800 minutes, 6048000 seconds.

maybe i'll catch a glimpse of you then.

'cos all you see is a façade, that why 'there's always a smile.

who smiles all the time, or is forever high?

yet never can i show a smile turned upside down.

what's this, a mask?

keep running

2010-11-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

brought the boys out today, and really, its not easy bringing 2 little boys out. after that totally can die! no doubt, they brought out the extremeleeeeeeey childish side of me, but still...& i've got miso soup & sticky in my bag!
went swimming, and i totally lost my stamina. had flm & john is getting cuter by the day!!
:DD

okay, idk what to blog. goodnight. :D

candida!

2010-10-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh, i had so much fun tonight. yeah, my ankles were giving way throughout rosary, but after that, we had 101% madness laughing for about 30mins! see, you can get high on life too kenneth!!!
kenneth tried playing naughty with candida, and imagine his epic face. i stuck my finger into kingsly's mouth, whacked her head, we teased anne-marie, and nic laughed till his tummy ached.
it was uber funny 'cos kenneth kept having ''heart-attacks'', and i bet the cause of our mad laughter is the lemon-barley.
gotta wake up early tomorrow!!

冰冻三尺,非一日之寒

2010-10-27T23:48:00.003+08:00

wait till i blow up. i seriously don't get why people won't reply texts, or pass the message down. literally INCOMPLETE COMBUSTION!! super pekcek!
i'm not your maid, so stop treating me like one. do your job, 'cos its yours, not mine. its not THAT difficult to pass down A message right? who in the world take 3days to do so!?!?

chinese like?

2010-10-26T19:51:00.003+08:00

gosh, i feel like blogging in chinese. not like its gonna be in complete or perfect chinese. but here goes!
你好！在布罗格上写华语不是个简单的东西。my gosh, i used 东西 again! 当我长大后，我想到阿拉斯加州住，因为在那里，大家都不会说华语! yeah, gosh, this feel really epic.
okay, forget about chinese.
had EAA today, and we had treasure hunt. let's just say that out group was the cleverst as we decided after 1odd hour that running around was simply mad. had a freaking headache after that, but it was fun! although we only got 4 out of the 10 cards, we in a way succeeded! three cheers for us! :D

&& missemily passed me my birthday present! and boy does it look fantastic! sadly, i'm not so artistic!!! which is super sad, 'cos what missemily did was really great! the trinckets look..awesome! :DD www.madewithlove.com.sg

lean on me.

2010-10-23T21:31:00.005+08:00

I GOT SCAMMED INTO WAKING UP EARLY & GOING TO CHURCH FOR Jr. CATH MEETING! sigh, woke up super early, and in the end, only 3 of us remembered! like, omgness, so in the end we stayed in the cath office & started stapling papers. totally like some china factory!
had cath class and ernest & gabriel joined us! for the first time, the guy & girls had no parting of the red sea 'cos sylvia and ernest totally joined it. so the whole colour family sat in one line, and it was freaking cool. & i slept in class, can't really blame me right? i woke up so early, and the lights were off & accompanied with teacher's ana lullaby voice, SURE SLEEP ONE!
didn't teach today 'cos i was really dead tired, so we stayed in the cath office & continued stapling. &we're gonna get our colour family tee!! OMGNESS, FINALLY! mine's gonna be yellow *screams*
& sylvia kept snatching away the back couch, when i was so tired & she was so high. unfair tdm!!!
gosh, next week gotta wake up early, again! sigh!

you're scared of tickles,

you think my head's not heavy,

funny you.

and its scary that you can remember

what i posted.

Smile.

2010-10-20T21:32:00.005+08:00

got back physics & bio & geog. let's just say that the grades for physics & geog were a million miles away from bio marks.
went to NYP and had fun! preparing the solid & liquid medium is not that easy okay! & we saw the lab rats, literally 白老鼠 as in those which are white with red eyes, have long tails and are all males! some are fed BUTTER, gross.
going back to take a look at the S.Orious, idk if its spelt like that. but we're gonna do the fungus one on monday. can't wait!

cheer up, i hate to see you so sad.

okay?

wopashiquni.

stay?

2010-10-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

my results suck tdm. no one can do as fantastically as me for chinese. 3/20! but overall, still got a B4 okay!!
went to churhc to pack up the storeroom, and i practially screamed & squirmed as i cleaned up the area with the blackblack bugs! &sylvia came & saved me from it!
hahas!
gosh, i'm gonna tell my parent's my grades now.

i can't believe that you're gonna leave soon,

and i'll be walking back by myself once again.

& no one will ask if i'm tired.

gosh.

let troubles melt like lemondrops.

2010-10-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

imagine if choir could sing like that. if only we were a show choir. well...

had fun today, though the morning was simply unbearable, uber boring, how do those people who don't have school live?
then went to sticky with nic, and got sylvia's present there. then we went to vivo to meet sylvia and ernest. both of them, are the world's cutest couple!
hahas, gonna get back results tomorrow! pray hard that i do well!

Just because you didn't put a name to something that was there,
doesn't mean that it wasn't there.
just because its tough trying to remember,
doesn't mean that it never happened.
as for me, i'd rather lose my memory,
'cos then, i'll be free.

can you hate someone for what they had done, yet love them for what they had been?

2010-10-17T23:46:00.006+08:00

gosh, i've been bored after the exams.

i wanna go to marnia barrage again! let's go sentosa too!!

thanks for taking over me,

cause now he's in every of your post,

he's in your life.

no longer in mine.

shrink me, please!

2010-10-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

somebody, shrink me!
i wanna wear these little kids tees!!

why can't threadless have them in larger sizes!??! D:

iKite generation, not!

2010-10-15T22:43:00.007+08:00

went to Marina Barrage with hui, theresa and lynda. all of us were in shirt & shorts & slippers, while lynda was super glam with her off-shoulders and heels!
we went there with the sun blazing its unforgiving rays on us, literally burning us. we saw Json there and his kite flies SO HIGH! so after flying the kite after awhile, we seeked shelter under out make-shift shelter of an sesame street brolly and mats. eating out uber healthy foods of tomatoes & cucumber & biscuit & sausages & peachtea & the drinks that Json bought, we chit-chatted till the sun went down a little.
we continued playing till about sun-set and started out photo-taking session!!! with the self-timers, manymany adjustments, billion watted smiles, we ended off the sun-in-the-sky time with a FLASH! :D then, we went to the toilet & the security guard asked us if there were girls in school uniform inside, it was super scary, 'cos they look SO LIAN!
went out of the barrage, and the bus decided that it would take a super long time to come, so armed with lynda's GPS, we trekked out to the mrt. it took us 1hr to cover about 2km, so we're AWESOME :D congrats to us!! & there were a lot of pervs checking lynda out, totally sick. so hui, yeenah & i took on the role of manager (me), baomu (hui), and the sword-carrier(nah). in the end, we all just became the bao-an-ren-yuan and protected lynda from the many on-lookers. when they look, we stare. so..MUHAHAHA! oh and, IT WAS DARK!
we were virtually dead & smelling as though we just fell into a ginormic trash can when we reached the train station. it was really a super fun day. with such fantastic company & a fun-filled day, what more could i have asked for?
LOVE YOU! :D

the self-timer is simply greattt!! :D

we're totally can fly kite generation!

drunk on tomatoes.

2010-10-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

gosh, had so much fun today!
1. we went to Hot Pot Culture & 5 of us spent $115.50 if i'm not wrong. we stayed there for 3hours, ate & laughed like mad! nahnah even choked!
2. we went to find the arcade and ended up in the toilet, where Nah got very badly scared by hui & i. & i accidentally cut her. but, hui & i posed for nahnah!
3. down the eerie dark staircase & to the helix bridge! omgness, took so many photos there. we posed like lunatics with the poster/boards there.
4. Marina Bay Sands as we walked around the shops where we couldn't afford anything at all, and took MORE pictures 'cos their lift is transparent, and they have the gondola bridge looking thingie. when walking back, we jump shot so many times, the bridge began to shake! & this old angmo man can take pictures with my camera REAL well! three cheers to him! :D
5. took the cc back, and tied nahnah's hair. hahas, if we get onto stomp, i will LAUGH! & we saw these 5guys in pinkish-purplish shirts. SO GAY!

yeah, see! today was uber fun! tons of pictures that i can't upload 'cos i'm lazy to do so. í got drunk on tomatoes, ate SO MUCH of them!!
we're heading to Marina Barrage tomorrow, FLY KITE! we're so not generation iKite!

one year on, and this hasn't changed. a dilemma, doesn't exactly leave quickly does it? feelings don't just fade do they? one year on, and i still miss you the same way. i guess, maybe it was meant to like that, if i coult turn time back and change the past, i would.

2010-10-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

finally, its over!
hot pot culture today, flying kite at marina barrage tomorrow, laserquest on monday!
YEAH! :D

bio was okay, do-able. so much for mr.chong saying 50% would fail. I MISS YOU MR.CHONG!!

i like it in the coldroom!

2010-10-08T15:16:00.005+08:00

gosh, monday is the start of all the papers!! JIAYOU!! :D
long overdue pictures finally up 'cos i found the cable! :D
&, 45mins to cook friedrice with veggie! :DD

my 'work of art'! taste good!!

BIRTHDAY CAKE!

hahas, compare my plate to nics!

choolate, cake to fruits.

HAHAHS!

the roundround white chocolate is SO GOOD, pear puree inside!

& the black spiky ball has liquid chocolate!!

coffee cream!

CRAB! i didn't eat it!

murdering the poor crab!

sashimi cake!

CRF!

meimei!

CRF!

lynda & her outragously sexy outfit!

LOOK AT HER HEELS!

2010-10-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

i've got whopping imaginative brothers who can tell me when not too look at an mv 'cos its showing ''dirty things'', and funny star wars videos that leave us in a fit of laughter.

2010-10-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

i did something super amazing. GUESS IT!
i washed the toilet! omgness, i totally felt like a domestic helper!!
imagine scrubbing the floor with a toothbrush and detergent. its crazy!
but the toilet looks & smells good now!
three cheers to me, for this is the first and last time that i will wash the toilet!!
:D

2010-10-01T14:21:00.002+08:00

4 down, 6 more to go.
jiayou! :D
i can't wait to get back english paper 1.

happy children's day to all the little kids! :D

when ever i see tatty, i see you.

2010-09-27T17:50:00.002+08:00

TATTY BEAR!! ♥

OTW= On The Way

HEART HEART HEART HEART HEART!

absolutely LOVE the soft cookie & the presents!

THANKYOU!

*pictures courtesy of dearest lynda!

2010-09-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

OFFICIALLY, LYNDA IS THE LAST PERSON TO TEXT ME & WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON 24092010! :D

2010-09-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

i'm so touched! :D

love you manman! :D

don't forget my present from aussie! :DDDDD

gosh, i'm old now.

2010-09-24T15:29:00.002+08:00

HEY WORLD!
i'm old now, fifteen. gosh, can't believe that i've lived for so long! its scary thinking that i'm fifteen now. gahh, can feel age catching up on me, very soon i'll be those lao ahma with their walking sticks, OLD OLD OLD! SCARY!
A MEGA HUMONGOUS GINORMIC GANGANTUAM THANKYOU TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
especially all the pressents! but really, the best present i've received is all my friend's friendship. always being there to stand by me, watch me cry, pick me up when i fall. their friendship is something i wouldn't give up for a billion dollars!
anyways, LOVE the soft cookie-cake that lynda, hui, yeenah, fcuker and dawny (all the gu-dong here?) bought for me! ITS SO SWEET, when lynda post the pictures, i'll post them up!
got a pokka peach tea for shermaine, so sweet of her to get it for me so early in the morning! & lynda DREW A LIMO FOR ME! touched tdm! & btw, OTW = On The Way. must remember it, lynda's new innovative word! & got a TATTY BEAR card & bear from des. love it tdm! its so cute!!! & nic treated me to icekimo, and i got my handphone pouch & card from him.
that's all right? i think so, i haven't really gone through all the present yet, but thankyou so much for all made this birthday SO SPECIAL!
there're so many notifications of fb, 32 notifications!!
mummy's getting my apple strudel and i've got tiramisu ice-cream in the freezer. YEAH! :D

I AM STILL VERY MUCHYOUNG!

2010-09-22T18:43:00.005+08:00

mr.chong made me wanna blush just now during bio. 'cos he asked me who could make me blush, AND I SAID QIAOHAN! & ms.tan asked me if i have a crush on him. PLEASE, NO LOR! geog was filled with a truck-load of questions! i bet mr.teo's going mad already! :D
DSA study was good, managed to complete 5pages of PT work, which i should be doing now.
gosh, i can't believe that i'm gonna grow old soon.

you look in, i skip a beat, and vanish.

I AM STILL YOUNG!

2010-09-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

i think i've got an obsession with being fourteen. hahas!
my dearest sis passed me my birthday present at 3am today, A TEWIS HAMILTON SHIRT! omgness, totally LOVE it! :D
i got mad after english, and started to say ''My England is so POWDERFUL that it will blown you away to the FATHERS areas of the A-MEI-REE-KAH!'' its mad really.
json't tuition was so hiong! totally tired now!

hello, i'm young!

2010-09-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

STILL FOURTEEN! STILL FOURTEEN! STILL FOURTEEN!
i wanna be forever young! :D
anyways, had tons of fun today. woke up LATE, went to thomson plaza to get 46 pieces of paper for choir, and then headed to church for exam mass. it was good, and dominic was really good with p&w. & he is UBER tall, i mean it! & hi-five-ing him is FUN! then went home to watch..HARRY POTTER!
dinner at Swensens, to celebrate my birthday! i'm still FOURTEEN, but in 5odd days, i'll be fifteen, and i don't wanna grow old! & mummy bought double berry ice-cream for me! :DDDD

2010-09-16T17:23:00.003+08:00

this week..has been passing way too quickly!
injured my finger yesterday during pe. i was suppose to catch the ball when qiaohan threw it, but i didn't! and it smashed my left ring finger. SUPER PAIN! i freaking cried okay! so old still cry. hahas! but..yeah i'm better & thanks shermaine for running to get ice for me! :D
i love yogurt smoothie! :D
gosh, can't believe that i'm gonna be 14 for a few more days only!! I DON'T WANNA GROW OLD!

pink post-it and silver heart.
i see you walk by, and everything stops.

2010-09-09T12:46:00.003+08:00

went out with lynda on tuesday, with heels. gosh, i took uber long time to reach the station. felt totally lame, & i've got a new-found respect for LADIES who wear heels everyday. it hurts tdm mann! &lynda is amazing! she walked into F21, in less than half an hour, walked out with $52 worth of clothes! went to chocolate research facility, and I LIKE THE CHOCOLATES THERE! bought 3boxes! :D
&lynda & i went to eat at this gyoza place, just because it had ''must-try'' on its board. but it was really good! and lynda keep staring at me while we were eating at petite provenance. GOSH HER EYES, CAN KEEP STARING! & not tired one!
while nahnah, lynda & i were walking from j8 to json's. we got lynda to stand infront. 'cos like 8 people were staring at her from j8 to json. & haven't count those staring at orchard yet. & the red KOI guy..omgness, so hou lian pi. stare TWICE, his eyes were literally following her.
don't have the pictures now, 'cos i can't find my camera cable. will upload it SOON!
& LYNDA HAS A FETISH FOR BITING GREEN PENS!

its been one year since 090909. i miss you.
i miss your smses. i miss how you sat across me and had dinner.
i miss you. so much, still.
i still can't let go, i don't know why.
if i could, i would turn back time and be someone better.
i'm sorry, ily.

2010-09-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

1 word: DAMN.
i deleted all the messages in my cbox. & i thought i deleted only the 3 weird messages!
HAHAHAS!
its 20days till 24th! omgness, so high!
asked my mum & dad to donate generously to my ''birthday fund'', & they still haven't done so yet! but..nevermind.
can't wait to go out with lynda, AND SHE ASK ME TO WEAR HEELS! sure pua toh one!

hand foot & mouth disease?

2010-09-03T23:06:00.005+08:00

i'm having a lot of fun talking lynda.
she doesn't watch spongebob, and asks why he doesn't sag in water.
so i tell her that spongebob had a lot of Botox.
& she doesn't know that Sandy is a squirrel with a fish bowl on top of her head. she super cute, go and tell me that the creator of Sandy very considerate (?!?!?), still put a fishbowl ontop of her head! she's random!
& lynda and i have ulcers! hahas, HAND FOOD AND MOUTH DISEASE!
choy! i don't wanna have HFMD, then cannot go out on tuesday with her to go playyyyyyy!
& lynda wanted to apply a cream that has the instruction 'EXTERNAL USE ONLY', thank goodness she read the directions.
AND LYNDA, AFTER PUTTING TOO MUCH SALT ON HER ULCER, HAS A SWOLLEN MOUTH! perfect for kissing CAN!
okay. this is hilarious! :D
i'm gonna put salt soon!

if you're common, you're out.

2010-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

had tons of fun in school today, & i have SPORTSMANSHIP! although didn't get to do the circuit run, but still...i had fun running from 1 pillar to another. it was hilarious. couldn't stop laughing after taking a picture with mr.chong. &mr.goh, is a veryveryveryyyy good person to take pictures with! :D
was totally shocked, and disgusted while going to tuition. 'cos the crow-shooters were back, and let me tell you, there were no crows in the trees. even if there were, who gave them the right to shoot them? just because they're common? or black? or make noise? big deal, don't they too? its totally unfair that these birds get shot down just because they are more of them. if pandas were to walk into their garden, would they shoot them down? no right? why do we only cherish & protect those that are gonna be gone? & yeah, i shouted vulgarities at them, not very proud of it, but at least i made a point. its wrong to kill them, every living thing has to be protected! they're plain freaks who have absolutely NO SENSE of the value of life. wait till one day, somebody guns down them, or their kids. then, they'll know how it feels like.

2010-08-29T09:14:00.001+08:00

'every single tear i cry is a diamond in His hand.' its time to surrender.

so much for trust.

2010-08-29T01:07:00.006+08:00

i love saturdays and waking up at 1.30.
went to church, & took ben's class for about 15mins, and the then the cathecist came in. so it was okay.
but at 4pm, went to take over another L5 class, and they welcomed us by telling us that they've never opened the book, & that the bible is bs. totally shocked, but managed to talk to them for 1hr. it was fun, but the Lord really did have mercy. :D didn't get a chance to prepare for the lesson at all, just babered whatever came to my mind, & truly, it feels good to be a child & instrument of God. :D

one day, i shall make a black pepper cheesecake, black pepper ice-cream and black pepper tauhuay. :D

since you don't even have an ounce of trust that i'll not spill whatever you've said, then why did you tell it to me in the first place? 'cos i've realized, that it takes more than just good times to know a person.

2010-08-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

if you're angry with me, please don't make others angry with me too.
just because you refuse to accept my apology, doesn't mean that i did wrong.
i wonder how long its gonna take for this to end.
will it end? yes, you may think that i act like a bitch of some sort,
but before you do that, think about how i would feel.
i'm just plain shocked that you would get pissed off, 'cos i went out with someone apart from you.
idk what's going on anymore. i don't even think i know you anymore.

aftershock was okay, but what i liked most was the whole theater laughing together. its fun!
YOG tomorrow! :D

2010-08-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

my gosh, why is life so hectic?!?!?
got back english today, not very good. but well...sigh.
i feel old. gosh.
hahas, i realized that my post are getting shorter and shorter and shorter...well..i'm BUSY! muhaha! i want the holidays to quickquick come! :D

2010-08-18T23:10:00.001+08:00

you may call me a dreamer,
but i'm not the only one.

2010-08-16T20:05:00.001+08:00

hello.
i wanna watch equestrian.
there're no tickets left, and school doesn't allow me out either.
this sucks.

2010-08-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

had arguably the best day today.
woke up at 2pm, and got my 12hrs of sleep. YEAH! :D & i haven't been awake for 12hrs yet! :DD
had chin chow, and 3 odd hours, WENT TO STICKY! i had the iTouch for the whole trip. & I LOVE COOKING MAMA! :DD
they had mango pudding, in jars. so i went to the counter, and asked if they had them in packs. & the lady told me that she'll repack them 'cos i'm a regular. ALMOST MELTED! &LYNDA, YOU KNOW, JAMIE KEPT SMILING AT ME TODAY!! AHHHHHHH!!!
& mango pudding taste super good! haven't opened the pack of soursop yet, but..its gonna be good yeah! :D
then went to barcook, and had my FRESHLY BAKED RAISIN CREAM!! :D
& on my way back, i was playing gold miner!! clocked up a lot of cash there!
& I WENT TO ICEKIMO, AND GOT BLOOD ORANGE ICE-CREAM! its scream-oh-so-loud delicious! :D & there was this guy from church, shaun or something like that, can't remember his name. he kept staring. hahas!

YOG OPENING WAS SO COOL! SO MUCH FIREWORKS. but really, someone needs to teach the athlete's being flag-bearers to follow the person in front of them.

2010-08-13T23:56:00.005+08:00

three cheers to me! i ran 5 rounds of the field plus ISH, without stopping. WITH ELAINE! :D
WE LOVE YOU MR.LOW!!!!
chem was super cool with ms.ong showing us all the different colours of the chemicals & their reactions!! :D
& CHOIR, OHMYGOODNESS! almost died. but singing apart, West-South-North is a COW, sings like a COW, actually saying that would be an an insult to the cow. MUHAHA! see, wanna piss me off la!

when you sang, i really didn't wanna look at you. 'cos it reminded me of too much. i thought i was strong, i thought that i could just plain walk away and say that i didn't care anymore. but things don't happen this way. asking me to forget you, or the memories, is like asking me to remember a person that i've never met. its been so long, i thought i had really let go. but idk why, when i talked to chloe, and lynda, i cried. 'cos i missed you. true, the person who is worth your tears will never make you cry, but why do tears still fall when i think of you? i don't know what i'm thinking of, but all i want, are the stars to hold onto you tonight.

Put on a mask,
Put on a
façade,
Put on a charade,
So no one will ask.

2010-08-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

YOG!!!

2010-08-09T15:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOTSTUFF!!
you're fifteen!! SO OLD!!
MUHAHA! :D

i once thought that i was strong enough to pull through everything alone.
you taught me the value of sharing my troubles, that it was okay to not be okay.
you showed me how to care for others, you showed me the importance of a shoulder to cry on.
you once told me to bridge a gap between him & i. it never did work.
now, i'm trying to bridge a gap between us.
i''m not sure if its working, but i can promise you that i'm not going to stop.
'cos i cherish this friendship between us.
& i want my lkk back into my life.
i just wish i could smash this invisible barrier between us, this hostility and inability to talk freely.
i wonder, will it be possible for us to return to the way we were? gunnight .

2010-08-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

hello.
my trachea was filled with phlegm. but better now, AND I'M GOING TO SPS FOR THEIR YOG CARNIVAL! :D
&MAN is a super good junior!! he keeps giving me suggestions! going to slowly add them in, hopefully it'll make choir better! :D

PS: I GOT MY IC!! :D i'm old! D:

you won't bring me down.

2010-08-06T15:59:00.003+08:00

hello.
i had fun doing NDP community singing today, yeah we were a tinee-tinyyy bit fast, a little sharp and not that loud (please, if you see how loud the hall was, we were BOOMZ already!), but i had FUNFUNFUN!!
it wasn't that high, but its good enough for me. :D
its the LONG NDP holiday!
we sang song for singapore like a million times, but we got it! & it rocked! yeah choir!!

GOOD JOB CHOIR!!

you'all did fantabulous! :D

so proud of all of you!

2010-08-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

WELCOME HOME BABY,
MUMMY MISSED YOU!!
so glad my bio journal's finnally back!!!
THANKS ALPH! :D

didn't get pass debate this round, but look on the bright side, no need to prepare or have so much adrenaline running through my veins every week. choir was okay? pulling cait up is FUN! bizhen & i had tons of fun making cait taller! :D
national day's tomorrow!!! need to memorize this!!!

2010-08-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

ever put in all your effort into something, and yet it disappears?
ever spent days thinking about how something should be done, and taking more days to complete it?
ever looked forward to doing something so much, and putting in all your effort into making in perfect, and yet it disappears into thin air?
if you wanna know how that feels, try doing mindmaps for ever bio chapter that you've studied. find pictures, diagrams, explain ever tinee-tinyy-macro-micro detail about everything, and after that, some fool decides that your effort isn't good enough, and takes it away.
three cheers to me, i can't find my bio journal.

2010-08-02T20:10:00.004+08:00

i'm tired, of everything. i just want to sit there and space out, pretend i can't see or hear anything. i'm so so so tired. attempt number one failed, am i suppose to keep trying? why do you blame me for something someone else did? i'm just, lost.

anyways, sidetrack abit. i realized that during choir, my attitude totally sucks. so next time, when i start to act like today again, someone please tell me okay! :D

i told myself that i would try, no matter how many times it took,
to get our friendship back.
please, can you not look at me as though you're gonna murder me?
talk to me please, wave back, please.
what am i suppose to do?

whenever i look at you, this knife jut stabs me through. you're so near, yet so far.
i want to talk to you, yet i can't.
i just keep wondering, again and again,
if i could turn time back, what i would change.
i haven't found an answer, i haven't found a solution on how to change how i feel.
this sucks, why am i holding onto you,
when you've already left?

2010-08-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

i'm pissed 'cos of this. chem & the internet simply don't go together, 'cos no where tells you how bleach reacts with stains to remove them. absolutly NO chemical formulas.

went to print lynda & fcuklaine's pictures just now, then had tauhuay!! :D

2010-07-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

had practice for NDP today. it was fairly okay i would say, bizhen & gwen's dance were great! they really do listen to others! thanks & three-cheers to you!
the dance by the altos were cool too! i LOVE the part when i can look at cait, 'cos we just keep laughing.
but really, i felt super bad for screaming so many times today, especially at dylan. it really wasn't 101% his fault, i guess i was just pissed with people just disappearing like that, and reappearing as if they did nothing wrong.
choir ended at 6.40pm? it was LATELATELATE! & we still haven't learnt stand up for singapore yet. bleh!
FUEL was fun, but i took like 15mins to walk there 'cos of my dearest foot.

2010-07-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

darrel came to zhss yesterday for council investiture! I MISSED HIM SO MUCH! so long never see them already! lynda & i were running around, searching for him. sweatted like mad!! i think chinese killed me today, physics was average. chinese..it was weird! & BIO IS SO FREAKING FUN! we touched a sticky/slimy lung, and mr.goh was talking about menstrual blood. very funnny, 'cos he said ''that's why you have cramp'', and really, its not like he has cramp! how he know the pain?? & my model lung is so cool! but the windpipe fell into the bronchus. D:

if i had wires attached to your head, i would know what you're thinking.
but sadly, i don't. so how am i suppose to know what i did wrong,
when you just walk away and treat me as though i don't exist?
''exclusive'', isn't a good word. exclusive, comes from excluded.

2010-07-24T00:35:00.003+08:00

elaine & lynda's birthday tomorrow!!! going to get flowers for them tomorrow, means i gotta get up early.
i want ethan to let me carry him!

day in school was really kinda suckish, like really, will mosquiotes come & find your capillaries before feeding on you?"they just suck & go!
&after choir, i think my BP rose a lot! i really wanted to rip him apart.
by God's graces, i shall not. :D

2010-07-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

yeah, we won debate & lambo's aren't meant to have graffiti on them. i was shocked though, 'cos i was so super nervous. & this made the day so much better 'cos pe was BADDD!!
i gained weight, and grew 1cm!
got back my ABRSM cert, yeah! GRADE5! :D

you walked pass as if you didn't know me,
or that we never shared a friendship.
you wouldn't say hi whenever i waved or talked to you,
and you would much rather ask a person who haven't known for even a year,
than to ask me.
have you forgotten, the times we cried over movies?
or over the same book? or talk about random stuff?
you were the one who supported me through very tough times,
yet idk why, you look at me as if i killed you.
what did i do wrong, you wouldn't even tell me, or talk to me.
how am i suppose to know, i'm not a mindreader.

2010-07-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

the way we should be. its so powerful!

2010-07-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

someone decided that he had to spoil my day the minute i entered class. &yeah, he is that person, the one who thinks that he's super zai or something like that, that person that we laugh about during CE last term, yeah, its him. freaking demand for choir stuff, you think i'll pass them to you? in your dreams!
i guess bio made everything better. mr.goh was HILARIOUS, 'i don't need a nose job', and he checked his iPhone for the spelling of epiglottis. funny guy, i like him!
damn, i miss you.

2010-07-17T12:32:00.000+08:00

i want to puke out all the phlegm, and get my voice back.

2010-07-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

my throat is burning, & i think deforestation is occurring. like in Kalimantan!
had choir session, it was BAD! &someone left their score behind in the choir room, & i've got hold of it. so..MUHAHA! fine plus solo singing? there's so much potential, so much that can be done. yet you see those not putting in any effort at all. one can only be of worth, if he makes himself worthy. we need to JIAYOU! 'cos we can do it!!
had FUEL session, first time planning & running it. it was FUN, although nic & i had to keep running around to find cables, crosses & all that, it went well. couldn't find the wire for the sound, but its okay, we sang. no cross, so we made one with tealights. so, its good!! PRAISE GOD! :D
&TGIF- Today, God Is First. & so is everyday! :D

2010-07-13T21:48:00.001+08:00

:D robin van persie. :D

i'm going like, totally gaga over him! had three mini tubs of ice-cream today, one from ms.ng & two from choir.

THERE'S PE TOMORROW!!

2010-07-12T05:08:00.002+08:00

an exciting, nail-biting match. though really, netherlands should have won. but no worries, next world cup, its gonna be your holland! :D

2010-07-10T12:50:00.002+08:00

had games day yesterday for choir. it was fun, but really, not enough time to play. shall we have another games day?
after all that, met nic & kingsly to go for the FUEL bbq. it was FUN, great people, sick jokes, fantastic food! it was a blast, & i'm planning session with nic, andre & the sucker guy, johnathon i think.
looking forward to seeing the L4's later!! :D

rest in peace my princess.

2010-07-08T23:18:00.003+08:00

choir games day tomorrow, and MIP with the L4's on saturday!! gosh, i wanna go see them!! :D
had a lot of fun after school laughing with sweetin, alph, ben, darrel, shermaine, don, glennis and a couple more. it was fun laughing about CAT-FROG? & ben believes that there are elephant fishes! :D

'You can't look back - you just have to put the past
behind you, and find something better in your future.' a lot of things, are
easier said then done. afterall, you don't miss something you don't care about.
& i miss, my bed. :D

& if love meant jumping off a cliff and trusting that a certain person would be there to catch you at the bottom, i wouldn't. unless jacob black's there to catch me when i go cliff-diving. i think i'm tired. gosh!

2010-07-07T16:48:00.003+08:00

went to Sentosa on YOUTH DAY, & it was so fun!!
couldn't play with water, so i sat at the beach & built my sandcastles! really, its fun! the weather was good, not too sunny, not too not sunny, a bit of wind and a truckload of laughter!
before heading there, we went to watch eclipse. TAYLOR IS SO HOT! *drools* really, he's mad hot! sososooo hot!!
&HOLLAND WON 3-2 TO URUGUAY! :D alph said that holland played badly, but they still got in! so..YEAH! :D
had dissection of the sheep's heart today, it was fun? okay, this sounds sadistic. but really, it wasn't as gross as i expected, the heart & blood were cold, but apart from that, cutting the heart & snipping off the tendons and valves were alright. it was exciting, really exciting! so thank God that i took bio! :D

2010-07-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

its gonna be a longlonglonggg day tomorrow!!! gosh, can't wait! i pray for sunny skies and cool wind, and a day full of fun! :D
gonna see JACOB BLACK!
got my jelly cups ready!! i'm gonna be a little kid, AGAIN!!

2010-07-03T11:08:00.002+08:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!

AWSUM!!!

HOLLAND WON, AGAIN!! :D

THREE CHEERS TO THEM!!!

ms.wendy & mr.ang must be SO HAPPY!! :D

2010-06-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

MAGIC, comes in manymany different ways. i experienced magic today during the mayflower concert. during simple gifts, when the guys sang, i melted. IT WAS SUPER NICE!
but during our own section, well...mr.ong said that he couldn't hear the altos. mindyou, we're screaming already!
DISASTER too, comes in manymany different ways. while conducting today, i failed BIGTIME, and i can tell that well..a lot of people are disappointed in me, but just never say anything at all. its not that i didn't practice at home, or just did it for one day and stopped. i can say that i put in effort into trying to master the 4songs, but in the end, i still screwed up simple gifts. ms.tan had to help me conduct some parts! D:
during bio, mr.chong was SUPER cute! he suddenly asked if we stay up all night to watch football, &ya, only i watch it from time to time. mr.chong doesn't support any team, but HATES singtel & starhub for making us this way!

terribly exhausted after the concert!
create magic.

2010-06-28T19:08:00.003+08:00

mr.ong's not coming on friday, and next friday too.
damn, need to learn to conduct so many songs.
如果感情可以永远不变，不是好吗？
even the thoughts of you make me cry.